English in a pandemic

Hi guys! Finally we are on the last blog, I hope you're doing well with the return to classes :)

It's been a difficult months, on every way of my life. I've never thought to bee studying at my home and neither studying english at my home, it's like taking a course of "Open English" haha.
I have to say that on the beginning of the course it was a little bit difficult for me to speak in english in front of the other classmates, but one day I thought "They can't even watch me, they don't even know me", so that made me realize that no one cares about my pronunciation (only the teacher, of course) and we were all learning. I hope that I can still speaking in english with no shame when we go back to "normality" and get back to the physical university.
I've always noticed that my writing and listening are very good, but when I have to talk in this language I get very nervous and my mind goes to white, I can't think one word and that's been happening to me since I was 13 years old. I don't know why, it just happens.
But like I said before, with this online mode I break that wall of shame and now I have to improve my pronunciation and my fluency. That's just only practice and been constantly speaking in English. I had always try to speak at the classes, it have helped me a lot in that sense.
The only problem I have is that outside the classes I don't speak a lot of English because I don't have friends outside the country that speaks in this language... I only watch series or movies on English because I hate the dubbing. If you have advices to keep speaking English outside the classes, you would help me a lot.

Thanks for reading!
See you at the next level.